November 15, 2008
[11/14/08]
Kahapon, nagplano kame ni miQo na mag-mall, at dahil ipapakilala nya si Jake, that would be the best time. Nagtext na kame sa iba. Went to royal to met up with miQo na hindi kame halos magkakitaan, haha! then off to trinoma... nag ice-cream at bumuli ng bagong head-set at nakita si Sen Bugoy at Laarni. hehe!Then, dumating na si JAke, checked the timeslot for our MAdagascar movie session, 3:15pm- 30 minutes left pa at dumating na din si niQa, mirienda at Fuzion and planned to wait for Fola.. binilhan ko sila ng bart Simpson na stufftoy then received a text message from fola na mejo nagka-problem sa office kaya malelate pa ang dating nya. Comedy si miQo, takbo agad sa bilihan ng tickt para kaemng amazing race na ang bagal pa nung pag-balot nugn natira naming tacos at quesadillas, haha! tas takbo na sa cinema 4, at naabutan ang movie just a nick of time. Comedy and movie, emdyo an antok na ako hindi dahil boring kundi dahil wala pa ako tulog masyado. hehe! Ok naman...then punta na ng Sbucks West Ave. Naghintay sa iba, si carlo nag text na din, pero for me hindi pa din ok. Ok na din na darating sya kase naisip ko na baka makapagusap pa kame. Ayun, pag dating nya, ilanga minutes pa, si Bon nad Kennette (waaaaaaaahh so haaaaapppppppyyyyyyyyy) then dinner at Rai Rai Ken, si Fola and Bob dumating nadin. At hulaan nyo kung sino ang huling dumating? haha si Joseph. The best talaga si Fola, hay par.. as long as hindi mo hahayaang masaktan ang puso mo, go ako jan. Then, Im surprised that I was happy that day (yesterday). Sobrang SAYA dahil kasama ko ang mga taong gusto makasama pero naramdaman ko na ginagawa ko lang masaya dahil gusto ko kahit hindi. Andyan si Carlo pero naghalo ang sakit lungkot at galit dahil ayoko na ako nanaman ang mageffort. Inoobserbahan ko sya, naiinis sya at nalulungkot pag wala ako sa tabi nya, pag meron akogn mag gestures o mga pagwa-walang-kibo pag nagsasalita sya o pag meron syang ginagawa. Siguro minsan nakakapagod na din talaga sa katawan pero ang puso ko, never mapapagod siguro, atleast not this time. Mahal na mahal ko sya at alam ko na mahal na mahal nya din ako kaya nangyayari sa amin ang mga ganitong bagay, away after three days bati ulit, patigasan, tapos jerjer! haha... taspo bati ulit. Anyway, kinailangan ko ag timpla ng juice since na ubos na ang chaser namin sinundan nya ako, tinulungan, nung babalik na kame sa porch tinawag nya muna ako nagusap muna, naiinis na sya kaya nagusap kame. 10min lang siguro then he hugged me for the longest time, i missed him, sinabi ko din yun nung tinanong nya ako. We kissed and then balik na sa porch. Magaan na din kahit papaano sa dibdib pero syempre our relationship is a journey. Ang tanging pinagdarasal ko lang ngayun (at nung first St Jude expirience ko last Thursday) na bigyan ako at kame pareho ng GUIDANCE sa pagdidisisyon namin sa mga bagay bagay. Na sana sya pa din talaga ang lalaki para sa akin na hindi magbabago ang pagmamahal namin sa isa't-isa, sa mga kaya lang namin ibigay na sana makuntento kame sa mga yun. Sana maging ok na din lahat. Natapos ang inuman session at nakapag pahinga na din. Sana OK na talaga.
November 9, 2008
9:49am
Much like the others, my life has been keeping me pretty busy these days. I'm being mature with work and I'm trying my very best to resolve more issue for the upcoming PMS. WOOOO i'M SCARED...I'm soooo tired right now! Last night was a ME TIME after all. I intended to group message my friends for a TAMBAY in West Ave but decided to spend my wee hours reading Salem's Lot ( yup! matagal na talaga to..kaso ngayun ko lang nabasa..XD! ) Before follow-ups today I will blog away for the sake of..ammm..blogging-away? Well anyway about last night, I got there at exactly 6:00 in the evening and ordered my favorite xmas feature drink and found a familiar seat on the other corner. After 3months or so I finally got started with Salem's Lot and got interested with the story simply because its from Stephen King, yea! This face (currently pointing my face and moving my finger on a circular motion) really implies on being to excited on finishing some chilling novel form one of my fave author. So two thumbs-up to you my fella! It's been an hour and 150 pages was already turned on to the next and I still can't stop. The predictable scenarios became unpredictable when you got chills on your spine. I got a few of those goosebumps you get when you feel something weird or your too excited about something. Well everyone, read-between-the-lines. Its' too chilling to stay outside nowadays since December na. And for some damn reason I did not came with my jacket on and it did rain, yes! it did and Im so pissed of because... walla! I don't have an umbrella either. Well enough of the whining, I got lots of time to spend anyway. I lit a cigar and thought about how my life is right now, how it turned out after one year. Last Nov 5 was my 365th day in Novare and I realized that it's been a year na pala. Spent time with Carlo last Nov 3 since its our Anniversary and thinking about cutting my hair short..oops sorry! one year na din kase akong hindi nakakapasok sa parlo, haha!
Honestly, I've been pre-occupied lately and Im stressing this to get some more stress and wait for my system to be numb. Naks! mushy. Scratch that people. But yea! I'm definitely stress with life and some people think they can out-smart life but hey! news flash, you can't. Clue-in doooownnnuuttt! It's life we all dealing with and if that supreme being snap his/her finger your life will be changed in a heartbeat. Some people are knowledgeable with things, giving advices for some dumb luck with their experiences. But can you really put yourself on other shoes? That's a question I leave to all because honestly, I don't really now. You read books, scan on magazines and google on the net but you cannot and I can't stress this enough, you CANNOT put yourself on other's emotional state. And even if you both share the same position on a certain issue, you both, still are different. Even with friends and loved ones. You love them, gave it unconditionally, being to generous, keeping them safe, making them happy but at some point and most of the time it'll come on a different event or life time maybe, you will realize that two different person is too different after all. Like having a relationship with someone opposites you in so many ways, you tend to get hurt or vice versa but still the world will shout out COMPROMISE PEOPLE! COMPROMISE! coz in some way, we are all connected and we are each others back. Why would anyone hurt you? some asked.. my answer was.."Honestly! I was awesome, right?" Well I gave it my best shot. hehe. And because I'm a daughter of HIS, I've learned to forgive because its a weak hurt you'll be having when your not forgiving, oha! magka-rhym pa...In my 23 years of breathing I've learned the LOVE is LOVE, and who ever made this 4 letter word would be the first to be in love, maybe with someone, with nature, maybe with... life.
Even with friends, some people are way to friendly but got so many unfriendly friends.XD! It ain't gonna work fa' mey' fagget' you hear me? It ain't gonna happen because I'm very lucky with my friends. And that you can envy. I know for a fact that people come and go and most of them leave some mark like a note pinned on your heart saying something you would never forget for the rest of your life and that note usually are the emotion(s), a natural instinctive states of mind deriving from one's circumstances, mood etc. And if your lucky enough that person who had pinned something will also be staying with you to pin more emotions, feelings, experiences, life on your heart. We are all lucky because wishes comes for free and if GOD is a programmer and you've been a good kid, you will be assured that it will be granted with HIS "Your wish is my Shift-command" response.
Lately I've been thinking, maybe I've been bitter for the longest time. I've been bitter with life so I put on my make-up, put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me, everything is ok? I laugh it coz no one, knows that joke is on me, and I'm dying inside with my pride and the smile on my face... on my face,,,singing la la la! aha! sorry this song got stuck on my head. Anyway, so you know, I'm an only child and being one you tend to have all the things you want and then forget the most important thing, more important things than having a bike on your 9th birthday or going to some store and buy a dozen shirt and a pair of shoes every week but to experience life for all its worth. And if someone hurt you, you cannot say that it isn't a favor it's not like you both are exchanging friendship bracelet but give them the forgiveness they deserve from whatever they did that made you mad or lonely. Maybe I will be healed with all the hurts I'm in, time will come that all this will be gone and then.... I'll stop braiding, HAHAHAHA! joke... All I'm trying to say is that I never stop believing, and I would never in a million years stop promoting LOVE NOT WAR! haha.. because its the only thing I'm holding on right now and prayers really help too and of course hope and perseverance comes in handy.
I feel better now. Really. Now that I've got this out from my system. Maybe because of blogging. Or maybe because.. because...I know someone love me for who I really am. Someone who is willing to let their guards down for me, forgives all my short comings and constantly trying to prove himself on what he is capable of. Of loving and being loved. You know who you are and I love you. Thank you for loving me in return.
Just as GOD made me.
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Here’s a few tidbits to get me excited this coming Christmas:
1. Planning to have dinner with Carlo this xmas.
2. c/o Carlo, planning our BucksBudds XMAS Celebration, charity daw guys!
3. Please let me be the first to say that it’s 100% possible that I'll be staying in Aquarium at New Year's day since Im on my mid shift and I will be staying in the office until 11 friggin' pm, I decided to spend it with two of my best budds, Kennett! Cara! ihanda na ang inuman..buwahaha!
Currently feeling: accomplished
Nov 6, 2008
Nagkayayaan na mag Bucks West kaso parang mas balak pa nila mag Antipolo, kaya di na ako sumama dahil maaga pa ako kinabukasan. Nakakaasar pa kase hindi man lang ako naa-update. Petty siguro kaso parang ramdam na ramdam ko na mas mahalaga ang mga kaibigan nya sa akin. Yun lang.
Bago umuwi, tumayo sa ilalim ng MRT at nagyosi. Nagaway ang puso at utak. Nanalo ang utak kaya umuwing luhaan ang puso.
Currently feeling: anxious
Nov 7, 2008
five to nine in the morning
Nov 3, 2008
Nagkita sa 7/11, nalate kaya todo sorry kay Carlo, peor alls well. Diretso na sa Trinoma for our movie session then ikot-ikot muna while waiting for the others. Went to the nearest store to buy carlo a gift, gusto nya necklace din kaya yun ang binili ko. He bought me a KENNETE COLE wallet, good thing pan lalaki sya, ayoko kase nung mga design ng KC na pambabae, hehe! Then nagkita kame nila miQo, dinner at MCDO then opt to SBucks Tri sa taas para kitain ang hs friends nila na sina Irish and kathy. Diretso kala miQo para maginum at mag videoke. Medyo nakaka-OP nung una pero ok naman. Lagi ko nalang iniisip everytime na parang nale-left behind ako or na ne-neglect ay yung fact na hindi nya pa maibigay lahat ng gusto ko at kahit mga simpleng bagay since meron pa din sya issue. Hindi ao BULAG, FYI! Nakakaintindi lang ako. At sana dumating yung araw na maging ok na kame pareho, satable hindi lang sa mga obvious na bagay pati sa isa't-isa.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MR. PINK
I LOVE YOU
Currently feeling: accomplished
Nov 2, 2008
...a DAY before our Anniversary...
Oct 27, 2008 [Monday]
TOP Grill with Jade miQo Bon and niQa. Napakanta nila ako ng di oras sa stage... hehe! for the first time...
Oct 28, 2008 [Tuesday]
Met up with Paula togther with Bon at Starbucks PhilCom in paseo. Got irrated with Carlo, since msyadong big deal sa kanya ang text ko nung nakaraang gabi. I only meant him to be safe.
Oct 29, 2008 [Thursday]
Nagaway. I spent the rest of the night in Salcedo Park. Thinking. Feeling. Hindi ko alam kung bakit magaan ang feeling ko although nami-miss ko sya at gusto ko sya makasama, pero ok ako dahil siguro alam ko na malalagpasan namin to at hindi namin matitiis ang isa't-isa ngayun pang magi-isang taon na kame. Pero masakit pa din dahil nasaktan ko sya, nasaktan nya ako. Sana maging ok na sya, kase ako? naghihintay lang ako dito.
Oct 30, 2008
Absent. Tinamad akong mag-work, sweldo pa naman. I texted my superiors and then opt to Union Bank para in-cash ang cheke ko, P5K? pwede na. Naisip ko na its been a year pero hindi man lang ako nakapagpa-facial or nakapag pagupit or nakabili man lang ng para sa akin for that matter. I went to SM North Edsa at ang 5k? parang hinangin lang. Hehe. Diretso sa West to emet up with Fola and niQa then spent the night at the Spa near bucks west. Maasya kase kahit papaano nakapag relax-relax ako. Pero naiisip ko pa din si Carlo, nami-miss ko pa din sya. Kinabukas surprise party namin for miQo and I know na magkikita kame pero di pa din kame nagkakausap kahit sa phone or sa text. Goodluck Val! you'll need it. Hay. After our Spa session, we head straight to Royal and had dinner with the Dionisios. umating din si Bon and Jose from St. Jude and sinalubong namin ang BDAY ni miQo.
Oct 31, 2008
After my shift, 615pm diretso na kame ni kennette sa Greenbelt3 para sa aming Company Halloween Celebration. Nagkausap na din kame ni Carlo, ok naman. NOVARE rented one of the movie house in Greenbelt. Maliit lang sya, tamang 100 seats ata yun. Ang ganda lang kaso late pa kame ni Kennette nag start na yung movie, then nakatulog pa kame kase ang korny ng The Shining, e bata palang ako napagsawaan ko na ya sa VHS, amf! Ayun, hindi na namin tinapos yugn second movie kase 9pm daw kala miQo. Nauna pa kame ni Kennette, natatae pa ako amf! Hehehe... Ayun, pag dating nila nag make-up pa ako sa kanila since isu-suprise nila si miQo nang naka costume ng CATS, amf! after, bili na ng food then inuman na, sila Carlo Bon Rojel and Dave nauna na umuwi since pupunta pa sila Sementeryo. Inaaya ako ni Carlo pero sabi ko di ako sure kase papaumaga ako kala miQo dahil naiwan ko yung susi. Tamang 630am umuwi na ako at natulog.
Nopv 1, 2008
Nagising ako sa ring ng phone ko, si Carlo, pinapapunta nya ako sa Eternal Graden Cementery e antok na antok pa ako. After ko magising at kumain, dumiretso na ako kala Miqo since nakapag promise ako ng Ice cream for him. Si Carlo, pupunta sana kaso sobrang traffic palabas sa EGC kaya tampo-tampo mode nanaman kesyo dapat pumunta nalang ako dun ganun. Ewan ko ba. Ok na sana tas hindi ulit. Sabi nya pasensya na daw at moody sya. Ayun. Bahala na... Ok naman.
.: MAMAYA MAGPAPA-DENTIST AKO. AYAIN KO DIN SYA MAG BUCKS AFTER. HAY.
Currently feeling: bouncy
Oct 27, 2008
Monday, nag yaya si Jade mag Top Grill. Si Carlo tumawag sa office na aalis daw sila ni Dave since gusto ng kausap ni Dave edi ako ok lang. Pero nairita ako nung nalaman ko na ako pala ang ipinaalam ni Carlo. After ng Top Grill umuwi na kame ni Miqo at nakapagkwentuhan kame sa taxi. Paguwi ko nagtext ako kay Carlo about my opinion regarding dyan sa lagi ako ang ipinapaalam nya. Ang akin lang napagsabihan kame nung sunday then biglang may lakad agad ng monday tas umaga nanaman sya uuwi. Kinabukasan [0ct 28 2008] wala ako load, gabi na nung naloadan ako ni Mama. Nakareceive ako ng text galing kay Carlo na napapagod na daw, di daw ako nagtext. Nairita na talaga ako. Tinawagan ko sya at binabaan ko na din sya ng phone. After my shift pinuntahan namin ni Cara si Fola sa SBucks Philcom, kwentuhan bago umuwi. Nakatext ko din si Carlo, nairita daw sya sa text ko at na offend si Dave. Nag sorry ako kay Dave and nag explain kaya Carlo. Hindi nya ako naintindihan, at siguro never nya naintindihan ang gusto ko, ang worth ko. Hindi ko na alam. Sya yung tipong hindi namna showy pero bago yung mag maliliit na bagay di pa nya maibigay sa akin. Naisip ko na unfair na. Na bakit ako lagi ang hindi na kakatiis, na ngayun itatry ko na ako naman ang magmatigas, pero makakayanan ko kaya yun? hindi dahil gusto ko lang magmatigas. Sana naman ma feel ko na ako naman ang sinusuyo. Tama nga siguro sila, masyado kong na spoiled si Carlo masyado syang nakampante. This time, ipagtatanggol ko naman ang sarili ko.
Oct 29, 2008
Nag GM ako para sa pizza party for miQo sa 31[friday] tas mga hapon nag GM din sya. Hindi kame magkatext hanggang sa nagtext sya at nagpaalam na aalis daw sila nila jose miko dave and rojel. Alam ko na na ako ang magiging topic/hot seat dun for sure. Anyway, nag reply ako..ang sabi ko na hindi na nya kailangan pang magpaalam sa akin, do whatever he wants with his FRIENDS, nag note pa ako na hindi ako galit. Ang reply? sarcastic (tas lagi nya sinasabi na ako ang sarcastic) na resyo sige walang tampuha kung di sya magpaalam. nag reply ako na "Ok! INgat kayu.." naiirita ako, hindi nanaman nya naintindihan ang side ko na ok na sa akin basta friends nya since friends ko din yung mga yun. TANGNA' talaga. Tas sasabihin nyang napapagod na sya. Alam ko napapagod na sya pero hindi dahil sa mga ginagawa o ipinapakita ko (kase I can safely say na ako ang MAS NAGMAMAHAL) kung dun sa fact na ako ang ka-relasyon nya ngayun.. AKO...
Mamaya magiinum ako magisa. Punta ako coquina para mapagisa. Ang gulo ng utak ko. Na stress ako.
Currently feeling: accomplished
October 26, 2008 [Sunday]
Afternoon.
October
23, 2008 [Thursday]:
- with
Mr.Pink, Dave and Joseph
Nagkaroon
pa kame ng diskosyon sa text, kase naman lagi sya stress, nairita ako kase sya lang din minsan ang
nagpapa-stress sa sarili nya, sya din nagsabi nun na minsan tao lang nagbibigay
ng problema sa sarili. Hay, Mr.Pink ko talaga. Alam ko talaga na marami sya
iniisip, nahihirapan sya, alam ko yun. Minsan lang talaga naiisip ko
naa-understimate nya ang help ko na andito ako para sa kanya. Pero ok lang yun
kase alam ko na kailangan ko sya tulungan like sa mga tulong naibinibigay nya
sa akin which is I think hindi sya aware. Anyway, nagging ok na din kame. Bago
matapos ang work ko nagtext sya na sunduin daw nila ako ni Dave. Ayun, roadtrip
after sinundo si Jose sa
October
25, 2008 [Saturday]:
- with
Mr.Pink, Dave, Bob and Cuteeey Benedicto (Dave’s pamangkin)
12 Hours
ako naka-shift since nag cover ako ng morning for Philip. Tumawag na s yang hapon
since natulog lang sya buong araw at merong away pa sa kanila. Ayus naman then
nag-aya sya na magWest sabi ko sunduin nila ako mga 1am nasa parking lot na
sila ng peninsula court. Na surprise ako kase meron silang kasamang cute na
cute na cute na cute na cute na batang lalaki si Clark/Benedicto..nephew ni
Dave. UBER Cute. Nakakatuwa kase hindi sya masungit na bata, ang kulit,
naimagine ko na kung magkakaanak kame
Currently feeling: bouncy
Oct 24, 2008
10:55pm
Ilang araw nalang, isang taon na kame pero nung mga nakaraang araw madalas kame nagaaway. Hay. Pero OK na bigla, sana! hay tama nga si mareng fola, para kameng high school. Nakakasawa pala ng ganun parati. Hay. Sana nga maging maayus. Ang dami ko iniisip. Ang daming nakakairitang tao. Dami din nakakadissappoint na mga tao at bagay na pinagkatiwalaan mo. Mahirap talaga ang masyadong mapagbigay, marami masyadong NAKAKAMPANTE. Anyway, waht really made my day is when JC decided to visit me in the office. May shirt and sbucks drink pa. Hay, nakakatuwa. Para kameng mag-tropa na talaga b efore. Buti naman at ok na ang dad nya. Hope for his speedy recovery.
Anyway.
Oct 22, 2008
7:05pm
Garbeh 9 days nalang Halloween na, yey! and its miQos birthday and payday na... and 3 days after that, anniversary na namin. Hays. UPDATE mode nanaman ako since i can't find some time to blog reglarly. Hays. Anyway, ready away willyah' teehee! XD!
Oct 20-21, 2008: Since tinatamad ako pumasok late ako nagising kagabi 1015pm na, buti nalang meron ako pantaxi. Hay. Nakatulog din ako sa office. Hay. Naka-iglip naman ako then 530pm nagkita nakame ni Carlo para pumunta ng west. Tambay mode. Then punta kala Miko para mag dvd. Hehe!
Oct 18-19, 2008: Puamaga sa West.
After my shift, 1am nasa West na ako. Andun na ang Mr.Pink ko, jose and bob. Parang wala sa mood ang mr.pink ko kaya hindi ko muna kinausap. Naaantok daw at masama pakiramdam. Nauna na si Bobby since magpapakuha daw sya ng dugo kinabukasan. Ako, si Mr.Pink and Jose nag-stay hanggang 6am. Grabeh, kwentuhan, gawa ng tula, kantahan. Ang saya, tawanan, si Carlo nag-pee sa tabi kase sarado na yung store then dami dumaan sa harapan na sasakyan, tawa kame ng tawa ni Jose.
Oct 17-18, 2008: Joseph's T-Shirt Mania.
After nang work ko sinundo ko sa labas ng Galleria si Joseph since meron kameng tambay session at hanggang 11pm pa ako, nanood muna daw sya ng movie. Then punta na kame SBucks West at naghintay kay Mr.Pink since pupunta pa din daw sya dahil maaga natapos ang inuman session nila ng hs friends nila ni bob.Naka-witness pa kame ng isang 'murder' waaahh.. nang isang kuting, kawawa naman. Dalawang ebses pa sya na-atrasan ng two different cars in two different time. EEEWWW... Minodel-model ang shirt na ginawa ni Joseph for Dave. Ganda talaga. Napag-usapan din namin yung future business ni Joseph with them. Hehe. Sana maging succesful. Hehe!
Oct 16-17, 2008: SPA ng mga Ashne!
I went to SBuck West to meet-up with Mr.Pink and friends. N agpa-SPA sila and ang iba umuwi na din. Since wala si Mama sa bahay (for my Gradma's wake) nag-stay muna ako sa bux with my Mr.Pink and spend the night listening to his stories. Ang sarap ng usap namin and nag-enjoy talaga ako, ang dami ko natututunan.
.: Bud texted me then he end up calling me before my work's off. He updated me about his dad on how he is coping up with all of this. He sounded tired actually and he needed to hang the phone na din after 15min since the doctor wanted to talk about something. Glad to hear from my Bud.
Oct 15, 2008: Dinner and Coffee at WEST...
W had our dinner at RaiRaiKen and spend the night at SBucks with my Mr.Pink and Joseph and Mikko. Cara also went, nakwento nya din about dun sa hearing the case nya sa office. Masaya naman kase 'kwentuhan horror' kame. Pinagbigyan nanaman nila ako. Hehe!
Oct 14, 2008: Kameng dalawa sa gabing masaya.
We spend our day at SBucks West and waited for Bob. Habang hinihintay namin si Bob, napag-kwentuhan namin ang mga bagay bagay. Mga problema namin before ngayun at yung sa future. Mga dreams at plano namin sa buhay. Yung tooot- hihi! at marami pang iba. Masaya at masyadong mahalaga sa akin yung mga panahong kameng dalawa lang tapos nage-enjoy talaga kame. Ngayun, nagagawa ko nanang maging mas open sa kanya lalo na yung mga mga tampo ko at mga hinain. Pag dating ni Bob kwentuhan then nauna na din sya umuwi at kameng dalawa ni Mr.Pink nag-stay muna at nagkwentuhan.Nakwento nya sa akin ang almost detailed 'past' nya, may kirot sa akin, peor tolerable naman, since parang kung anu sya before yun ako sa kanya ngayun. But I know the reason kugn bakit kame ganito ngayun. Hindi ko man alam yugn buong dahilan since hindi naman ako nakakabasa ng utat at puso pero alam ko na lahat ginagawa namin para maipakita sa isa't-isa na mahal namin ang isa't-isa NGAYUN, anu man ang mangyari sa kinabukasan alam kong malalagpasan namin yun ng maayus.Katulad nga ng sinabi nya before, he wanted to have a brand ne start since ang dami nyang maling nagawa sa buhay nya. And Im willing to stay para sa kanya, para matulungan sya dahil mahal ko sya and I want to spend the rest of my life with this guy. WIth my Mr.Pink. Masaya nanaman akong makakatulog mamaya. Hay.
Currently feeling: drained